Missing All of You Guys

helloo...I'm back :)writing...

I just saw all my photos from junior high school and also senior high school

I'm missing all of my friends damn much!!!:(

I have a very best friends when I was at senior and junior high school

let me introduce them 1 by 1 and also i like to remember all about them :)

1. Deriana Sugianto a.k.a atok a.k.a ria

She is my very best friend and also my beloved cousin, we grow up together..she is smart, and also very good in accounting when we was in senior high school. very Feminine and also very easy to cry, and all my other friends like to bully her ahhaha...and when we hangout together, we just love to gossiping (i know its not good though) :p she always laugh and cant stop when she deal with wilson black and also ferry or aponk-.-" 3 of them really love to bully her :p start to ride a motorbike when we was at last year in senior high (i always tought that she will never can ride it -.-"), Now she still at jambi and working at yamaha motor, and she always ride her i dont know mio or what matic motorbike which for me its kinda slow like snail-.-"

2.Monaliza handoko a.k.a kodok a.k.a mumun

also 1 of my best friend, same like atok. she just cant stop laughing when deal with aponk, wilson and also very.. a very good student, she just often refuse when i asked her to "bolos" from school..she always ride a motorbike to go to school and as i remember she ever have a terrible accident -.-" now she continue studying at stikom jambi and she also working..and now she can pay her own school fee by her own(I envy her hahahha)

3. Lisa fransiska a.k.a ama

she just like granny or ama.very loso one...special from her, while she take a bath she can like spend almost 1 hour and she will use like a half water from "bak mandi" -.-" Very loso.. and also very alim one :p Now she is become one of stylish in d'height salon at Central park jakarta, im very proud of her haha..last time I went to jkt, I went to her workplace and I think she's quite good :p

4.Carolina Tandio a.k.a Ling2

one of my craziest friend that i ever had. I never see her since like 7 years ago while her family decided to moved to Yogyakarta,it just when we was on second year in junior high, how i miss her badly :( . She is a smart girl, i think from all my best friend, she is the one that take science in senior highschool. Now she's studying at Taiwan, she have boyfriend that she love so much named stevan!! ahahak... hm... I just remember we ever kick out from class because of we late to come to class after break just because for bought "keripik singkong" for her mom!and pak agus which is econs teacher almost asked us to eat like 20pack of that keripik singkong.. quite a embarrassing one -.-" she like to bully mona btw!hahaha

5. Ivan suryadi a.k.a Ipan

he always act cool!!!and i think thats not cool at all though... when we was at highschool he always came late or when the bells ring he just arrived and park his car -.-" he was the one that always pick me up when we go hangout when my sister used my car. he loves to eat mie pangsit alisa which I dont like!zzzz...now he studying at Untar at jakarta majoring in management!and u know what he just became asdos alias asisten dosen at his campus..this one make me quite shock!! he often came to singapore visit his cousine when he have holiday, i dont know why he love singapore that much... but luckily, we still can meet each other:)

6. Alfin Hansen Leo a.k.a ahin

he is the skinniest boy friend that i ever had ahhaha...very skinny even more skinnier that us the girls-.-" envy you!hahaha..I dont know since when all of my friends called him ahin which is his father name, and until now everyone call him ahin...ahhaha...he moved to Medan right after we finished high school:( so sad...but finally I met him again when he came to singapore for holiday :) he studying in one of mandarin college in medan, but soon, by this month, he will go to guang zhou china to continue his degree level may be..hm....one about him, he have a very white skin -.-" i think im darker then him -.-" he also my playboy friend!have a lot of girlfriends, upss...i dont mean it ;p

7. Ramon a.k.a emon a.k.a momon

My very best boy friend that I ever had, and also he is the smartest among us -.-" he take science class in senior high school, while he laugh, his eyes will automatically disapper alias sipit!hahaha.. he have a girl friend named cindy, and they are in relationship since may b 5 years ago?i dont really remember.. have a long last relationshop bro :) now he studying at untar at jakarta which is same university with ivan, but he took another major i think if i'm not wrong, he took like technique major...:)

8. Friendy kusuma a.k.a aponk

same with alfin, aponk is his father's chinese name!haha...1 thing we love about aponk, when chinese newyear come. we will happily go to his house to have pempek lily buffet for FREE people always love FREE things ;p her mom made a very good pempek :) now he take IT or TI or SI in Binus at Jakarta, and he also have a girl friend named debbie :)until now, we still often chit and chat, and we just chat whatever we want, and he just very honest,but ling2 always called him pervert ahahhaha...

9. Wilson Owen a.k.a itam

hahaha he have a very dark skin ;p thats why we called him itam ;p hm...he like to bully mona, ria n lisa -.-" he just always easily make us laugh,.. his partner in crime is Ferry which i will mention later :) now he take accounting major in Trisakti university at Jakarta, and also he have a same hobby with me, photography, but he have a very good photos compared to me-.-" he also very melankolis when deal with "girl" ;p

10. Ferry a.k.a dodol (u can check his blog too at: http://dodol-art.blogspot.com/ :) )

One of the most creative friend!i just love his art things he like to sing..and like to record when he was sing..Wilson's partner in crime to bully lisa,mona n atok ahahha...

now he take like Design major in Maranatha university at Bandung :)

he also have a girlfriend named sari if im not wrong :P

11. Andy Winata a.k.a Andy a.k.a Joni

last but not least, my friend and also my ex-.-" I dont know why my boy friends called him joni-.-" he is very good in music especially piano :) the most cuek guy among us..now he take music major in stikmi at serpong...i dont really know what uni is that..hm... I also forget when is the last time I met him...

yahh..thats all :) I just love to remember everything about them.. hm... still have a long story about them. but now already 4 am on the morning, here in singapore..

so, I will just write more about them and our memories later...

miss you all guys :')

and sorry if my english is vey poor..im not really good in grammar though im studying at singapore...pity me ahahha...

caooo...

cracks of my broken heart

Maybe we need just a little more time
Time that can heal what's been on your mind
You can find what we lost before it all slips away
We need time to mend from the mistakes I've made
God only knows what a heart can survive
So many tears from all the pain in our lives
And where else could we go after all we've been through
I still believe my life is right here with you

So just hold on
And it'll wont take long
I hope that you can love me
When the pain is gone
I don't want us to fall through the cracks of a broken heart
Don't want us to fall through the cracks of your broken heart

I know its taking a while but every lesson, i've learned
And if your heart speaks tonight, I'll hear every word
If you want to be free I'll never stand in your way
But with all that I am, I'm asking you to stay

Hold on
And it'll wont take long
I hope that you can love me
When the pain is gone
I don't want us to fall through the cracks of a broken heart
Don't want us to fall through the cracks of your broken heart

There's a light that can burn
It exists in the heart
You can feel it when you know love is true
If you could try to be strong
And keep the light burning long
It took a lifetime but i found it in you

Hold on
And it'll wont take long
I hope that you can love me
When the pain is gone
I don't want us to fall through the cracks of a broken heart
Don't want us to fall through the cracks of your broken heart

I Lost My Baby Canon 50D :'(

I called it disaster..actually it was happened may be like almost 1 year ago,,,

when I went back to my home town,

My baby canon 50d suddenly gone..

huft..really sad, but after that,, I got my new Canon 7d :p

but still, I miss my baby canon 50d :(

Thank You For Always be There

This time, will write about someone that always be there for me through my hard and my happy time :)

Just wanna say Thank You for always be there, even I always kinda annoying for you..

But u still stay there for me..I know that is not easy for you.

It's been a long time since you decided to care about me..

Thank you :)

Fall For You - secondhand serenade

The best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Oh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
[. From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/s/secondhand-serenade-lyrics/fall-for-you-lyrics.html .]

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Broken - secondhand serenade

"Broken"

In the moonlight
Your face it glows
Like a thousand diamonds
I suppose
And your hair flows like
The ocean breeze
Not a million fights
Could make me hate you
You're invincible
Yeah, It's true
It's in your eyes
Where I find peace

Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
Let's light up the town, scream out loud!
Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
I can see in your eyes
You're ready to break
Don't look away.

So here we are now
In a place where
The sun blended
With the ocean thin.
So thin, we stand
Across from each other
Together we'll wonder
If we will last these days
If I asked you to stay
Would you tell me
You would be mine?

And time
Is all I ask for
Time
I just need one more day
And time
You've been crying too long
Time
And your tears wrote this song
Stay

In the moonlight
Your face it glows

Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
Let's light up the town, scream out loud!
Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
I can see in your eyes
You're ready to break
Don't look away.

Who is? - bruno marz

Oh I was perfect
For the circus
If she dared me I'd do it
Love makes you stupid
I gave it up
But I guess it was not enough
'Cos she never seems satisfied

I know I'm not perfect
But at the end of the day
Who is?
She wanted someone that's perfect,
Okay.
But can you tell me who is?

She's at the bar
Just above the stars
A rocket couldn't reach it
But I still kept on reaching
She watched me try
Atleast a thousand times

If she loved me she'd stop me,
But no

I know I'm not perfect
But at the end of the day
Who is?
She wanted someone that's perfect
Okay.
But can you tell me who is?

I saw something worth my future
So wrong, so wrong.
In my mind I would find a reason ???
But I guess I wasn't wrong

I know I'm not perfect
But at the end of the day
Who is?
She wanted someone that's perfect
Okay.
But can you tell me
Who ïs?