Fall For You - secondhand serenade

The best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Oh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
[. From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/s/secondhand-serenade-lyrics/fall-for-you-lyrics.html .]

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Broken - secondhand serenade

"Broken"

In the moonlight
Your face it glows
Like a thousand diamonds
I suppose
And your hair flows like
The ocean breeze
Not a million fights
Could make me hate you
You're invincible
Yeah, It's true
It's in your eyes
Where I find peace

Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
Let's light up the town, scream out loud!
Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
I can see in your eyes
You're ready to break
Don't look away.

So here we are now
In a place where
The sun blended
With the ocean thin.
So thin, we stand
Across from each other
Together we'll wonder
If we will last these days
If I asked you to stay
Would you tell me
You would be mine?

And time
Is all I ask for
Time
I just need one more day
And time
You've been crying too long
Time
And your tears wrote this song
Stay

In the moonlight
Your face it glows

Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
Let's light up the town, scream out loud!
Is it broken?
Can we work it out?
I can see in your eyes
You're ready to break
Don't look away.

Who is? - bruno marz

Oh I was perfect
For the circus
If she dared me I'd do it
Love makes you stupid
I gave it up
But I guess it was not enough
'Cos she never seems satisfied

I know I'm not perfect
But at the end of the day
Who is?
She wanted someone that's perfect,
Okay.
But can you tell me who is?

She's at the bar
Just above the stars
A rocket couldn't reach it
But I still kept on reaching
She watched me try
Atleast a thousand times

If she loved me she'd stop me,
But no

I know I'm not perfect
But at the end of the day
Who is?
She wanted someone that's perfect
Okay.
But can you tell me who is?

I saw something worth my future
So wrong, so wrong.
In my mind I would find a reason ???
But I guess I wasn't wrong

I know I'm not perfect
But at the end of the day
Who is?
She wanted someone that's perfect
Okay.
But can you tell me
Who ïs?

Only when u're lonely - bruno mars

Here I am again, doing things I said that I wouldn't do
It's 3AM and I'm rushing out the door to see you
Waiting, all day, but now you wanna call me
Why do you do this to me all the time?

After all the things you put me through, still I come right back
But now I know the truth, I can finally see
You only want me when you're lonely
If I say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me
Next time you need me there I won't make it
Another late night call I won't take it
Cause now I finally see, you only want me when you're lonely
Only when you're lonely, lonely
Only when you're lonely
Only when you're lonely, lonely
Only when you're lonely

Had me fooled from the start and I quickly gave my heart
Cause I loved you, loved you, loved you
But this is what happens when you're a lonely girl with no one to turn you
Now I'm stronger, don't need you any longer
So get off your knees, your words don't mean anything

After all the things you put me through, ooh still I come right back
But now I know the truth, I can finally see
You only want me when you're lonely
If I say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me
Next time you need me there I won't make it
Another late night call I won't take it
Cause now I finally see, you only want me when you're lonely

Oh, nothing's ever changing, decisions you can't make it
You just think of yourself and never me at all
If you're with your friends, you just string me along
But I won't allow it anymore, so it's time for me to move on

Cause I can finally see, you only want me when you're lonely
If I say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me
Next time you need me there I won't make it
Another late night call I won't take it
Cause now I finally see, you only want me when you're lonely
Only when you're lonely, lonely
Only when you're lonely
Only when you're lonely, lonely
Only when you're lonely

I can finally see, you only want me when you're lonely
If I say I'm gonna leave, that's the only time you want me
Next time you need me there I won't make it
Another late night call I won't take it
Cause now I finally see, you only want me when you're lonely

Perfect - Simple Plan

Hey dad look at me

Think back and talk to me

Did I grow up according to plan?

Do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?

'Cuz it hurst when you disapprove all doing

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't pretend thatI'm alright

And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it al

lNothing lasts forever

I'm sorry

I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and

We can't go back

I'm sorry

I can't be perfect

I try not to think

About the pain I feel inside

Did you know you used to be my hero?

All the days you spend with me

Now seem so far away

And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't stand another fightAnd nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorryI can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and

We can't go back

I'm sorryI can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said

Nothing's gonna make this right again

Please don't turn your back

I can't believe it's hard

Just to talk to you 'Cuz you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorryI can't be perfec

tNow it's just too late and

We can't go back

I'm sorryI can't be perfect

Missing My Hometown

Don't know why..tonight I just miss my hometown badly.
crying alone...I miss my fam, I miss my Best friends, I miss all about my Hometown..
Badly, my University, Curtin.. not give a holiday or even a break after final exam for this smester..
I can't go back to Jambi..
Please God...take me Home :'(
Sometimes, I fell like i don't want to go back to my Hometime..badly, I can't..I just miss it too much :(

Grateful

It is true that people said " Sometimes All that what u need is just to be grateful"
I just want to say, "Thank you Lord for all the best things that u have done in my life"
Thanks for my family that I have..
Thanks for friends that u've gave to me..
Thanks that u give me a new friends that can help me to learn about how to Love u more :)

Friends

Kali ini..mau nulis ttg teman2,..
hm...Udah setaon ak disingapore,..
dari awal smpe skrg..banyak ktmu temen baru...dari negara n kota yng berbeda2...
Awalnya ak mikir klo smua tmen tuh bae2...
ternyata ak salah...Akhirnya ad nyadar.tenyata ada bgtu banyak tipe orang n teman..ahahak..
ak ga mau ngejudge tapi..ini smua ap yg ak dapetin n ap yang ak rasai so far..
Selama dsni..ak ketemu temen yang bener2 temen yang bener2 ad saat ak butuh, saat sng maupun susah dy selalu ad.. saat ak ngelakuin kesalahan se x pun, yang buat dy ngerasa ak ninggalin dy krn suatu hal, dy ttp sllu ad saat ak butuhin...ga perlu disebutin namanya..
well..Ketemu jg temen yang cuma datang n pergi gtu aj..silih berganti..yg ga stay ma ak..
ad temen yang cuma bisa omdo(omong doank), tapi dri kata2nya ga ad yang direalisasikan 1 pun!!! lebih bae ga sah ngomong klo ga bisa merealisasikan...
yang lebih parah...ad temen yang didpn ak bener2 bae yg amat sgt bae...yang ak ga tw dblkg sih maen tusuk menusuk..ahahak..
Tapi Tuhan itu bae...dy nunjukin smuanya ke ak..
honestly I feel alone now.. i feel like i dont have a Best friend here :(
hari2 dilewatin bgtu aj...
hm..now i just try to live with or without friend :)

Random Thoughts

Udah lama gag ngeblog, dan krn blkgn ini bnyk bgt pikiran2 yang berputer2 diotak ak,akhirnya ,memutuskan buat nulis 1 per 1...Ga tau mw mulai dri mana...
Beberapa hari belakangan ini, ak cuma belajar untuk bersyukur dalam segala hal..
Setaon yang lalu, tamat sma tepatnya..ngerasa bersyukur bisa ngelanjutin kuliah ke Singapore yang ga smua orang bisa dapetin..
Setaon yang lalu, aku janji ma diri sendiri,bakal belajar buat bersyukur dengan ap yang udah Tuhan kasi ke ak n yang udah ak punya sekarang...dan slalu ngeyakinin diri sndri buat sllu kuat dalam keadaan apapun n ga mudah nyerah!
Tp bener kata orang.bersyukur itu ga semudah itu...dan buat bertahan juga ga semudah itu!
selama 3 smester..kurang lebih 1 taon hidup di sing!banyak hal yang terjadi..dan itu udah kek roller coaster buat ak...bbrp kali ak jatoh, tpi berusaha buat bangun lagi..
tpi,,nmnya manusia..pastia d titik dmna pengen nyerah!
Smester pertama itu cuma awal dari smuanya...
Tuhan kasih ak ketemu banyak temen2 baru dsni..
hmmm....Awal2 smester,,ak mank terlalu naif yang berfikir klo smua org itu just "NICE"
Tenyata ga smua temen itu bae..dan ak akhirnya nyadar..mana temen yang bener2 temen,.,
yang ada disaat ak seneng ato sedih, mana temen yg cuma ngambil keuntungan, mana temen yang cuma manis didepan kamu, mana temen yang cuma bisa omdo(omong doang) dan bahkan nyadar mana temen yg sumtimes bisa nusuk dari blkg!!
I just learned so many things!!well, will talk about friend later :) ahahak..
bbrp kali Aku dikasi cobaan, mulai dari susah nya pljrn dskolah, yang smuanya pake Bahasa Inggris,, sebisa ap pun ak ngerti bahasa Inggris, ga ad yang lebig enak dri ngerjain pake bahasa Indonesia lol...
Mulai dari ad awal smester...ak berharap ga ktmu ma yang nmnya Accounting.,.tpi ak musti ngadepin itu smua
Tuhan bener2 buat hidup ak kek roller coaster klo yang mau di ceritain smua itu ga ad abis2nya..
So many things happend in my life..just try to b grateful!

Thanks God

Thanks God for all that i have today..
Ngeliad orang diluar...
kurang mkna,jualan koran,minta2..ga ad tmpt tinggal..tinggal dikolong jmbtan..
although may b I dont have a very peaceful Family..but i thankful that i still have them..
banyak orang yang dbuang kluarganya...
merantau sendrian.ga ad keluarga..
Thanks juga buat tmn2 yang udh ad yg sllu nemenin ak...
Really feel gratefulllll

Happy2

Ngumpul2.... di jagung serut :D
wif cc,ria,c octa,c liana,ko likar,ko leo,ko abet :D
asik..udh laam ga ngmpul gni..happy bener...
ahahak...ngbrol...mnum teh botol smpe 17 botol!lol...
mantep..ngbrol..bernostalgia..gosiip..mantep.. haahhak...
cant wait for another hang outs with u all guys :D

Happy B'day Mom :')

25th of June is my Mom b'day
for this year if she still alive, today is her 44th b'day...
Hm...wish you were here with us now mom..
I know that u r happy there...
someday we will meet again there...ahahak..
love and miss you much Mom :')

Karate Kid

Karate Kid!AWESOME :D
musti ntn ini filmm...
ngajarin banyak hal buat idup lol.. ahahak..
yang bsa diambil sih..ga ad yg ga bisa asal kita mau berusaha :D
love jaden smith..bener2 anaknya will smith dah..
like father like son lol...
two tumbs up for jackie chan..:D

My third smester is over and my not really Long holiday just start

Thanks God that I can done my Accounting 100 final test well..
Then on 16th of june my Dad came to Singapore wif my aunty and als0 my uncle for a short holiday..
My Real holiday started on 21st of june when I went back to my home town to see all of my friends.,
so many things happened in my 3rd smester..
happines, sadness losing someone special, laugh, tears...
But I know that He gave me the best for my life..

Thanks Lord,
I learned so many thing through every problems that happened in my life..
Hmm...Have a not really long holiday..only 1month..
may b will make me feel miss my friends From curtin..
hm...next smester will b very hard smester for me...
hm..have plan will go to China, but i asked my Dad to go to South Africa to watch World Cup final Match lol!!
gotta go to pick up my friends...
to be continued :D

Universal Studio Singapore before Exam

Selasa kemaren..Pergi ke Universal Studio Singapore..rame2..
what a wonderfull day :)
U know what?its only a week before our final exam and we went there on our study week.lol
It was Fun there...
Mulai pergi ngmpul di banquet jem 9 pagi..guess what?ak sama se x belum tidur mlem itu...akhirnya prgi ke universal ngantuk2...tapi smpe sana sger ahahak..
maen..fto2...
maen itu roller coaster yang the mummy returns..oh mi God!!gag lagi2 deh...:(
really want go there wif my Best friends form Jambi :(
Maen sampe cape...sayanknya pas kita kesana,,lagi ujan..gerimis...grrr..
pulang smpe cukup mlem..smpe akhirnya saia tepar!Tidur jem 11.30...
rekor tdur trcepat bulan ini!ahahak..

GET CONFUSED

Yeah..balik ngeblog.
huwahh...udh brpa ari ga nulis krn disibukkan dengan Consumer Behaviour Take Home Exam
gila..soal sih cuma 3..tapiii...1 soal 750-1000words!bayangin..
n dsruh nyari kurang lebih 19 ads!huwahhh...
pusing bener...n ni mlm klimaksnya..soal nmer 3..ga bisa kerjain..stuck..
udh nanya2 ke smuanya.smua pada bingung jg sbnrnya dsruh nayri yg kek gmna..huwahh..
God Please help me...
Ak keknya bakal mulai jrang ngeblog..
Final exam will coming soon..
well..biarpun cm 1 exam..tpi buat ak itu paling ssh..ACCOUNTING!
try to love it..but still hard for me..
Hope I can finish my take home exam in its time.. ;)

When I Look At You by Miley Cyrus

Everybody needs inspiration,
Everbody needs a soul.
A beautiful melody,
When the night's are long.
Cause there is no guarantee,
That this life is easy.

And when my world is falling apart.
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore.
That's when I, I, I look at you.

When I look at you,
I see forgiveness,
I see the truth.
You love me for who I am,
Like the stars hold the moon,
Right there where they belong.
and I know im not alone.

Yeah when my world is falling apart,
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.

You, appear just like a dream to me.
Just like kaleidoscope colors,
That cover me,
All I need,
Every breath that I breathe,
Don't you know you're beautiful!

Yeah

When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
I look at you, Yeah, Woah.

You, appear just like a dream to me.

Bye - Bye Mariah carrey

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody

Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady

Put your hand way up high

We will never say bye (no, no, no)

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins

This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers

Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times

I didn't get it but you kept me in line

I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes

On Sunday mornings, and I missed you

But I'm glad we talked through

All them grown folk things

Separation brings

You never let me know it

You never let it show because

You loved me and obviously

There's so much more left to say

If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]I never knew I could hurt like this

And everyday life goes on like

"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"

Miss you but I try not to cry

As time goes by

And it's true that you've reached a better place

Still I'd give the world to see your face

And I'm right here next to you

But it's like you're gone too soon

Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done

And you never got to see me back at number one

I wish that you were here to celebrate together

I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night

With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight

I thought you were so strong

You'd make it through whatever

It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus](bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])

Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody

Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady

Put your hand way up high

We will never say bye (no, no, no)

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins

This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers

Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

Shrek 4

Shrek 4...Nice...

kemaren Nonton di cineleisure orchard wif Bene, andy,david,yosen,devin,yang2 n sam! ahahak.. Seandaikan ada dunia kek didunia shrek keknya enak..happily ever after deh di negri far2 away :)

Well..Pelajaran yang dpet diambil dari ini film mnrut ak kata2 si shrek itu lho " I'm not realize what i have until its GONE" yah..kira2 kta2nya sperti itu deh..

So..menurut ak..hargai lha ap yang kita punya sekarang sebelum semua itu hilang dari kita.. Memang orang selalu bilang..rumput tetangga lebih hijau dri rumput sndri.. Tapi..yah..bljr buat selalu bersyukur aj deh dgn ap yang di kasih ma Tuhan ;) Yang belum ntn Shrekkk.boleh pergi ntn..recomended!ahahhak..

God Bless You All :)

Orchard Seharian

Kembali ngeblog..setelah 1ari ga ngeblog.bis balik udh tepar kmrn ahahak...
Kmrn!I GOT MY NEW BOYFRIEND!CANON 50D!ahahak..bahagia..then..seharian jalan di orchard nemenin my lil auntie n my grandmom!sharian di orchard.smpe kaki mau patah!malah bawa2 blnjaan n barang2 yg laen,.beratnya mnta ampun dah ahaahhak..


tyus.pas ddk2 di toastboxnya wisma atria..ngeliad org mirip ma anak jmbi..Agustini..ya ampyun..ga twnya beneran!ada Agustini,mega n bebek alias brenda...mereka lagi dtg ke sing buat lburan jalan2..ahahahk...what strange coincidence ahahahk...kmrn pas ak ke Malaysia juga sempet tuh ngeliad si Agus didpn Lagoon view lol ahahak...Then.....

malemnya..ditlpnin si david diajakin mkn..akhirnya mkan deh...di botak jones..ddk2..tyus.lnjut ke bugis...makan dessert..enak!ak pesen Honeydew sago with vanilla ice cream!lol.then..foto2 lha with my new canon 50D!fto smpe puas lol ahahhak...skrg..Ak mw pergi dlu!mw ntn!!lanjut ngeblog ntar mlm lagi :D

Ngumpul2

Ni ari ak bangun sore bgt..zzz...
then..dapet chat dr my cousin si felix..bilangnya dy mau kerumah..y udh..saia tgg2..
ga dateng jg tuh anak..akhirnya ak chattingin.ga twnya dy lagi drmh cousinku yg laen yg rmhnya dkt ma ak jg..rmhnya si laura n c yuli..and...guess what!My grandma n also my father lil sist thats means my auntie..come to Sing..oH My GOSh!udh brp x ama dtg ke sing.ak ga prnah nyamperin.jadinya..ak blg ma sdrku.ak mw ksana...zzzz
akhirnya ksana deh.berkunjung.se xan ktmu ma ama n my auntie..
mrka baru balik dr Kl..acara salon.secara auntie ku itu org salon..pny salon lmyn terkenal di Jambi :p akhirnya ak ksna...then..ktmu...ga nyesel sih.bis auntie ku yg atu ini,.masi kek anak muda..lucu..
sepanjang malem.ngeledekin my grandma lol..ahahak.
akhirnya ngumpul2 lha ma felix,ama,auntie maria.laura..then.jem 9an gtu..my cousin yg laen alias c yuli.balik ma suaminya..dy tadi pergi mkan..akhirnya ngbrol..and ak jem 12 mlem baru balik krmh ma felix...si felix akhirnya nginep dtptku..
besok ad rncna ma ke orchard...lagi GREAT SINGAPORE SALE!ahahak..
wish that tomorrow will b a great day with my great Famili :)

Thanks that u've completely ruined my day!

My lil bro..my older sist and me..
Yeah...Udah seneng2 dpt rumah...bagus.n lebih murah dr rumah skrg..
dapet kamar sndiri..akhirnya ak memutuskan buat BBm si Bos drmh..dengan maksud nanyain kabar se x gus mnta duid deposit buat rumah...guess what!yang didpt malah omelan yang bener2 buat telinga sakit..hati sakit..n smua yg bisa buat sakit...Damn it!

Dlu pas rmh ini,,dblgnya mahall...ga gtu bgs lagi..skr?ak cari yang bagus,.yang lebih murah..kamar sndiri lagi..disangka yang mcem2..aakhh..come on Dad,.udah zaman ap ini..fiuhh..
He never appreciate my effort..How hard i tried,He never appreciate it!
Udah pulang dr ntn.udh sng..baliknya dbuat ksl.n langsung nangis bombay..

Lord could U just take away my life?bener2 udh ga Tahan...
The reason I still try to stand here is because of my older sister n my lil bro..hix..
God...please...soften my father's heart..fiuh...

Prince of Persia

Two tumbs up for Price of Persia!
Yeah...ga rugi deh ntn nya :D harus nonton filmnya..bener2 baguss alur ceritanya sih fast forward then..balik lg...ahahahak.. dibuat kecewa bnyk yg mati..eh ga twnyaaa....ahahahak...
Ga rugi deh ntn jem 11.30 yg awalnya ngantuk..jadi melek lagi :D Thanks to Samuel Foo yang ngajakin ntn tadi ahahahk..

Eastcoast

US!!
Akhirnya tadi ke eastcoast juga...ahahak..akhirnya melihat yang namanya eastcoast(setelah hampir setaon tinggal di singapore!)lol ahahhak...not bad..asik..tadi kek hunting2 fto juga..lmyn si..lmyan cape juga..gila naek sepeda jau bener..tyus ke pntainya juga..guess what!aer dipntai eastcoast tercemari ma minyak yang gag tw minyak apa.aernya jadi kotor kek coklat2 gtu.tyus berminya..sayank bangett..n i just realized that ktnya kannnn sing ngambilin apsir dari INDO!grrr...pulau diIndonesia menghilang..Singapore makin luas aje pntainya..tadi liad kek pasir juga ditimbun2..ckckck...sedikit prihatin juga sih ma Indo yang ga menghargai pulau2nya sendiri.. mungkin krna terlalu banyak pulau.pulau ilang 1 krna diambilin apsirnya juga ga nyadar x yahh ckckck.. But overall..have fun sih tdi..menggila bersama..tyus tadi beli ES TEBU(SUGAR CANE ->nama kerennya) seharga 1,50 sgd..sekitar 10rbuan..klo diJambi hometown ak.bisa dapet 5GELAS! ahahahak...well..makin mencintai INDO deh!:D

Excited

Sambil menunggu my roomate mandii..ngeblog aj deh..:)
ni ari bener2 bersmgt banget...bis mw ke eastcost..anyone want to join us?ahahak..rncananya sih my cousin mw hunting fto..se x gus jalan2 gtu ahaahahahk...
hope today will b a great day :)
ga sabaran pengen nyobain maen sptu roda!lol..:D

Jadi cover majalah Semalem ;D

ME :D

Tonight...Idecided went to 313 somerset wif my beloved roomate Lisa...Cuma buat beli Just Buns!ahahhak...akhirnya jem 9an baru kluar..then..pergi ke 313..akhh...malah ketemu ma Samuel foo, devin irawan n si hans sinatra...ngbrol2..akhirnya..mutusin buat makan bareng tuh...ahahhak..akhirnya pergi makan deh ke Botak jones...
Ddk..makan dll..ngbrol...then..we decided to walk along to orchard mrt...
sampeee akhirnya..ktmu kek tmpt foto dipinggir jalan yang menyerupai cover majalah!
Guess what!!Kita foto2 disana..ahahak..
Yang paling bnyk ftonya yah si hans sinatra ituu wkwkkw lol...
Having so much fun ahahak...si hans ngelawak mulu lol
Thx God for tonight :)
Tapii..pas mw plg..naek bus..goshh...ddk di bus sbelah ncek2..yang bau rkok bercmpur bau2an yang laen yg bener2 ga enak.plus..dy buka lagu cina2 gtu..n ngelirik2 gaje gtu..menyeramkan!ahahahk...intermezzoo ajah part ini..lol :)

It almost 4 Years since you Left mom I MISS YOU

Tonight...really2 miss my mom badly...
Mom..can u see me up there?I really miss you mom..and I'm sure that dad,sist n lil bro also missed you so much...it almost 4 years mom since you left us..
U know..it hard for us to live a life without you by our side... We still need you mom..But I'm sure that u happy at there now..
U know..sumtimes I really sad when my all of my friends talk about their mom..me?ahahak..everytime they said my mom like this..my mom like this..I always said..my Dad like this..my sist like thiss..ahahak...It's not easy for me sumtimes...but I always trying to accept this..ahahhak..
It almost 4 years mom..and I still miss you very much..
I miss your voice..
I miss your hug
I miss your smile
I miss your laugh
I miss your care
I miss how u angry to me
I miss when you cry after scold me
I miss when we go to buy chocolate together
I miss everytime you clean my ears
I miss to accompany you to go to banks
I miss how people always said like mom like daughter to us
I miss when we go out together than u drive a big motorcycle(u know mom..noww..I also can drive it :'( ahahahk)
I miss the time that we spent together
I miss every moment wif you mom....
Reni love mami so much :'(
Wish you were here mom..hix...

Sorry (Dear Daddy)

Sorry (Dear Daddy)

Forgive me if I possibly hurt your feelings today.
My immature self just said immature things.
If you possibly can't understand my feelings, it's fine.
No need for excuses, It's all my fault.

Even if you don't say everyone knows, both your eyes are immersed with tears.
Sorry, so sorry. This is my heart.
You know the day I've opened up my heart I'll do better.
Sorry. (Sorry) I'm sorry. (Sorry) I can't say anything other than this. Yeah~

You can still hate me for your sorrowful feelings.
There's no need for any expressions. To me you'll be here forever.

Even if you don't say everyone knows, both your eyes are immersed with tears.
Sorry, so sorry. This is my heart.
You know the day I've opened up my heart I'll do better.
Sorry. (Sorry) I'm sorry. (Sorry) I can't say anything other than this. Yeah~

I can't do anything other than this. I can't imagine a world without you.
Although I'm lacking and deficient, I love you. Oh, oh~

Even if you don't say everyone knows, both your eyes are immersed with tears.
Sorry, so sorry. This is my heart.
You know the day I've opened up my heart I'll do better.
Sorry. (Sorry) I'm sorry. (Sorry) I can't say anything other than this, yeah.

Sorry, sorry. So hard to say I'm sorry.
Sorry, I'm sorry. I can't say anything other than this, yeah.

Precious Moments wif Precious Friends

Yak ni hari keknya hari paling ga ad kerjaan...akhirnya nulis teruss..
Sebenrnya lagi kangen ma yang laen...Miss my short holiday from 11 march to 16march :(
But its really a nice holiday..it heal me a lot..
Thanks to Ria,Mona,Darryl,Michael,Eric,Putra :)
Pulang ke Jambi...buat healing moments lol ahahahk..
I know not only me that have a <3>
I think darryl also have...am i rite bro?ahahak...and my cousin ria also have..but i think she already can fix it by her own..
Thanks buat precious time that u all gave to me ahahak..
mulai dari ari kamis..Darryl baru sampe ke jambi..langsung pergi makan soto di kumpeh..sampe akhirnya ke coffee time duduk2...cerita2..ahahak...
Then..jumat malemm..again!!makan kwetiau rusa!but putra can't join us...then...ini paling seru sihh.....ke cafe in!Curhat sesion!ga kerasa smpe jem stengah 11... I was thinking at that time..can I just stop the time?ahahak...
seru abis..we all really excited listen to Darryl love life ahahhak...:D
Me,Ria and Darryl have 1 same TASK!!
FORGIVE,FORGET and MOVE ON...ahahak..
I think Ria n Darryl almost finished their task..and me also lol ahahak...
Thx You all for ur presence for me.
Thanks for ur support...
really love you all..someday we must hangout together again :D
love you all..Mwahh..mwahhh,.,, :D

Thank you for Accompany through the hard time :)

This part i dedicated for my best friend at Singapore... Chikita Suhandi..may b she will not read this...but really want to tell you chik... Really love you and thx for presence in my hard time... kenal nih anak..udh dr smester 1 sih..tpi gag gtu deket... akhir smester 1...ni anak dari jakarta..ptma x liad.. ga berani deketin.keknya orang suah buat dideketin..ahahak..ternyata...ga brpa lama deket..i realized that she is a very nice person :) how lucky I am to have friends like you chik..ahahak.. anaknya sih cakep...
SHE ALWAYS THERE WHEN I NEED HER THE MOST!
then... want to say sorry if U feel that i've left you chik... but i never left you... sedih sih..skrg ga bgtu dkt lgi.. but I will always there for you chikk.. :) Thanks buat malem itu..bbrp malem itu kamu selalu nemenin ak :)

I called it Suffering

Mau mulai ngeblog lha..bis bener2 gag ad kerjaann..
beberapa bulan n minggu terakhir ini..bener2 minggu2 yang berat buat ak..
Masalah kek ga berenti2 datengnya...
Mulai dri didrop pas ditengah smester..bayangin ..didrop 2 subject...thats mean I only can take 2 subject...hell..bener2 gag ad kerjaan di Singapore yang bner2 sucks ini :(
udh bbrp minggu yang lalu sakit..muntah2 gag karuan..
well...setelah itu..dlam bbrp ari brikutnya...Sumthing happened that made me very down..
but I know..Life must go on and I know I can't stuck in it...
then..papi ak dtg.bawa check up...
guess what!!Dokter bilang musti di usg,blood test and endoskpopi...yah..jadilah saia menjalani itu smua.. besoknya hasilnya keluar..dokter bilang di empedu ak ad pasir..lol..God..koq ga slese2 sih penderitaan :(
well senengnya sih..tgl 11maret 2010..balik ke jambi!yeay...pas hari ultah my best friend ;)